Hi this is my yearly lj post....

Weird I woke up today and remembered going to work the morning after Mike killed himself. I remembered the conversation with my boss and I also remembered the conversation the day before in the bar about Mike her and I had. Its just funny to me how my brain has blocked that memory for many years and now today it was so super vivid and clear. wonder what trigers shit like that?

Live Journal, can I ____ at you? Can I say fuck, and shit, and dick? What do you think about that? Can you translate this for me, please.

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funny to read in aug 2005 I was going to do my implant, aug 2008 I actually have the surgery scheduled.

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Wow I guess they never delete accounts here!. . I stopped posting here long ago as it was a painful reminder of Mikes death somehow. 3 years later I am still all messed up in the head and have a hard time dealing with it. But I thought I would post so maybe in 3 more years I will feel like journaling again!

hello world

well I broke down and got my xmas gift for me, it will be here friday right off the boat. 3.2mp on a phone with great optics, I will sleep with it every night under my pillow

3.2 mp phone for $400 almost time to upgrade, think at xmas ill be able to get a 3.2mp for $200 and be pretty happy!

this is about the funniest google search ever!